there's an ARROW in my mind...

i've set up my mind after the edu fair

law--yup!that's what i've chosen :)

 

it's really the first time that i text you

i just wanna strive for what i want

wondering why he insisted his stubborn and obstinate thinking with no reason

totally fed up by keep arguing and explaining to you!

i just need your SUPPORT!

 

the april intake is just too fast for me...

am i gonna leave home one more weeks from now onwards??

i don't know...gonna wait the results from my CEO...

 

life is just once!

don't follow your dream,chase it!

 

--- i may not have gone where i intended to go,

        but i think i ended up where i intended to be! ---

 

? ? ?

QUESTION MARK...

QUESTION MARK......

QUESTION MARK.........

the only symbol that keep occuring in my mind these days @_@

lost my direction...

i wish there's a map in my mind to tell me where should i go? what should i do?

everyone starts to plan for their future.....planing to stay?planning to leave??

planning to start their journey:)

how about me??

hoping that my confusing mind may settle down within this few days

learning to take the responsibility for what i've chosen ;)

---DREAM---

the most awesome and amazing words in the world !

♥"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.Live the life you have imagined"

-Henry David Thoreau,Philosopher-

♥"All men who have achieved great things have been great dreamers"

-Orison Marden,Writer-

but,here's a REMINDER!

-always be "THE DOER" ! -

21.03.13---time for the RESULTS!

feeling happy and nervous to go back to school again

happy---meet my fellow friends with new look and my lovely juniors :D

nervous---for the results/.\

my name is called by teacher to go up the stage*i haven't know my results yet*

what i know is just the names that called by teacher*get their results 7As and above*

i feel lucky to be one of them ;)

in bilik mesyuarat...waiting the arrival of my principal/.\

everyone is NERVOUS !!! >///<

finally start the session of "penyerahan sijil"

"TAM JOO XIAN dengan pencapaiannya 10As"

i was over excited and elated for the sentences above o(>-<)o

it's exactly beyond my expectation!

yup!straight As---4A+ 3A 3A-!

happy to have A+ for my dear history subjects...

proud to have it as i love you for so many years X)

finally i PROVED it!

proved it to my parents and you!

so true...hardwork is the key to succeess! :)

be thankful and grateful

to my parents,teachers and friends!♥ 

here's the picture that always be my inspiration!

NS life :)

it's GREAT indeed!

i've definitely learn a lot within this 2 more months

>leadership--"wirawati charlie shj" starts my leadership~actually i feel that i'm not good enough~yup!need to improve myself :) i feel proud for being the only chinese koperal in the camp! ;)

>teachers--i would like to say a big thank you to all the jurulatih,staff.n tuan in kem plkn tasik chini :') especially~~

♥teacher yeong chyuan from the pahang buddhist association*who always inspire and motivate me*

♥yeappy!my dear roti canai :D cute tkp...we r still keep in contact now*care me like his own daughter*

♥cikgu rara...my cikgu oc kompeni*always give me fully support and console me when i'm crying due to over stressssss!*

♥cikgu ayu...a caring and helpful teacher*cikgu oc kompeni lain but always encourage me and listen to the problem i faced* 

♥cikgu amin...cikgu yg selalu BERASAP BERAPI :D pattern memang banyak...ask us not to cry and treat us burger on the last day :') 

♥cikgu shah...haha handsome and cute teacher...tease me everytimes but always be the first to help me carry those heavy stuff :D

>friends...meet many friends here...yup!there must be some argue and quarrel among us...but at the end we'll play and laugh together :P thanks for those who always support me and crazy with me all the timesXD

♥aixin(shela)...my best friend in this camp...always with high spirit,good moral values and crazyyyy thinking!my personal photographer and adviser ;)the person who always makes me laugh...love you^3^

♥saik yi...ermmm a primary school students XD always blur blur blur@@ oppppsss,always being bullied by us XD

♥jnab...koperal in our room*im just koperal out of the room/.\*always bully me with her huge strength:/  but never ever let others to bully me;)

♥hoong...a leadership guy but just lack of confident...own his dream and try his best to fulfil it even though others just consider his dream is just a dream :)

♥husaini(koperal bravo)...i call him break clap :D a nice and handsome guy whom i admire...do well in his studies and sports too;) we always chit-chatting when we are duty...so that we don't fall asleep :P 

♥syikin...my dear l/koperal who always help and give me her fully support...seems like serious but she's really crazy XD

♥khaw...knowing him during last few weeks...seems serious but actually he's crazy too...admire his spirit and talent he had ;)

♥crazy gang...who always bring laughter for usXD

♥cuak cuak...crazy guy who always teasing me and nizam ;)

♥tong and martin...they are from my hometown(kluang) too...always bullied by me...hiak hiak :P

♥big spec...wow!love his spec so much ;)

♥doctor...ishhh...the guy who always teasing me:/

♥pu3 and wawa...my dear crazy roommate...crazy with me in sepetir 2 :D

♥ailee...my old friend :D always being with me whenever i'm feeling down...love you:D

♥orange...always encourage ,support me and give me some comments to improve myself...our friendship become closer within this 2 more months :D

♥nizam...knowing him during the last few weeks...give me one choc per day :) a crazy and cute guy with a sweet voice...always being helpful and dedicated to others:)

there are many friends i would like to say thank you for...gonna miss all of you >-<

Di Tasik Chini tumpahnya cinta :')

201314-美麗的日子!

恨不得时间就停留在今晚    

和你们上网聊天谈个拉拉扎扎

就像酱哈哈哈哈

你没事真的好感恩

离别的前奏是什么呢

不舍的眼泪?

关心的简讯?

我想....是

妈咪精心熬煮的补汤

用心烹饪餐餐都是我爱吃的菜

天天唠唠叨叨的担心

姐姐一直吵着要和我讲电话

哈哈哈不让我去吃宵夜

这样叽叽喳喳的跟她聊一通(*¯︶¯*)

朋友們小小的关心

轻轻的一句加油

哈哈哈哈哈心里莫名的吃醋

这些我的心里都懂

有你們我很感恩♥

大家务必要

身体健康:)

i have you to be with :)

31/12--1/1
今年倒数在蒙蒙查查的情况下和李家馨一起度过了
完全没察觉到十二点
两个人只知道往看烟花的方向跑哈哈-,-

off time--我们都在很疯狂vivian哈哈
嘻嘻酒量还好还好;3

唱K--想到以后没有你們陪真的很伤心TT
*用心感动
这旅程中
因你而加倍的感动*

BD请喝茶--聊着聊着就聊了一个小时
哈哈竟然四点才回家
嘻嘻;)

--倒数1天--

早上下午

身体检查   开户口   买拉拉扎扎当兵的东西

傍晚晚上

喝茶聊天

最近都是酱生活着吧...

蛮愉快的;)

2013年   

人

有些变了

变得不是我从前认识的他們

有些走了

向自己的方向目标开始努力了

兜兜转转....还是还是只剩下你們

真心朋友几个就够了

心情蛮复杂的吧 

期待开始另一个新生活看看不一样的自己

但也很担心第一次离开家那么久去那么远的地方

严重的思乡病预料在第二天就会发作>///<

让我們各自奔飞

一个月后再见