A little tears

ya,no doubt 

there's only left 2 weeks for my sem 1 final

so far yet so near.

first time not having the exam on the actual date 

because i'm being selected to go for the damn kursus for PA

feel like awful to have the replacement trial exam in bilik guru

what i can conclude is just as noisy as market

how i gonna be concentrate to read,analyse and write out

standing up,spamming the table,giving a shout all come my mind 

all just sucks!

yet,the result come out 

fell totally depressed when i get my pa results

tears rolling around eyes

how i gonna have this kind of results!!!

all of a sudden,i feel guilty in the sense that letting down my mom

by the way,i just keep in silence for the whole period

how bad i was...

little things!

Here's to sum up some happy moments these days:D

Gathering with my dear lovely sista and friends(working and back from studying in kl)

Time is just not enough for us to snap photos and chit-chat.

No doubt,non-stop laughing indeed.

Appreciated.

Next come up with the kwong kwong's surprise birthday 

the girl who so impressed to me of her cheerful and tomboy-ish character

it is definitely rated to be a success!

Preparation team!

Decorating the room:D

Handmade wishes card by me!

with wanling,preparing BALLOON CAKE :P

caps onnnn!

Girlsss!

dear kacang :P

Love this photo so much!

-sometimes,things change and come to worst

really fed up with those stuff-

宣洩

只能說把自己累成這樣是自己活該

常常在想，我其實和你沒差
死纏爛打該死的壞習慣
那些努力向上的話嘴巴說了一遍又一遍
這樣漫無目的的日子你還想過多久

怪咖。
一個兩個三個？就你一個。
沒有你的日子我過得其實真的有比較好
壞毛病又犯
天生腦袋太悶沒想東想西日子過不下去
在意別人對自己的眼光在意得要命
但現在的心境放寬了許多
學會了不再去在意不再去理會
不然日子活不下去啊

對你。不值得我一說
對自己。只有失望

sums up.

is it such a good competition within each other

genuine faces with scheming minds

such tiring to be get along with the fakers

the world will be simply nice without such asshole.

STOP IT.don't you ever feel tired adorning different appearance.

a great fall?or maybe a great awakening:)

給自己來杯週日特調

讓自己的心情沉澱沉澱吧

對朋友這兩個字的定義和瞭解越來越模糊了

模糊得朋友在那裡我也不清楚了

怎麼一切好像都變得好複雜

离考试的日子十根手指頭也能數了

上了中六發現自己其實也沒什麼

來自各校的強者聚集一堂

競爭得都快讓我喘不過氣來了

最近換了新的朋友群新的環境

不知怎麼的新朋友似乎是面鏡子

我把我自己的缺點看得越來越清楚

也許我不能再那麼過了  喪氣

一直告訴自己好好做回自己就好:)

就這樣平平淡淡地過吧

:)

Bit by bit.

finally i gotta allocate a little time for my blog 

after my busy busy school life @x@

everything just takes time

takes time to accept it

takes time to get used to it

takes time to find out the beauty of the changes

make new friends ?yup,definitely!

enjoying of sharing little by little parts of our past 

and strive for our future together

chit-chatting during recess time , having lunch together after school

laughing loudly all around like no else there in the midnight in mamak stall

it's the little things makes up the awesome relationships and memories:)

sad case

exam crash with my birthday

okay...birthday wishes:hope to score a good result /_\

hey!gotta stay strong and keep moving on,friends!:D

Hearing the Worst.

there will be an answer let it be

today comes a big change.

4 of my besties left me

3 of them maybe transfer to other school 

and 1 transfer to another class

since i entering my form 6 life,they are the one who always be my side,

sharing all the enjoyment with me,making my monotonous school life splendid!

now they are all leaving...

wondering how i gonna cope this...

missing those times with you guys so much

i being teased by you guys and joke around...

sharing food, having mcd breakfast and lunch together...

those memories were just can't simply be expressed in words 

"can you guys just stay with me?" 

but i couldn't say it, i understand

there's no one gonna accompany you till the end of life but only you

everyone has their own choices and paths

cross my fingers and pray for you.

yup,i'm not gonna blessed you guys

i will just stay at here and work hard

yup,maybe it seems like sarcastic but actually it's kinda motivation

because that's no point for blessing 

instead of that working hard together in different school
 prove our decision and rate our achievement a success!

stay strong and try to adapt for it from now
no one gonna take turn with me driving to school
no more lunch together
less jokes,less laughter.

if you don't like something change it

if you can't change it,change the way you think about it